There are lots of things going on in my life. Work things are changing, my business things are changing, I keep feeling swirling energy, my body seems to have energy flowing through and I can feel an electricity moving through me.

I’m trying to focus my energy on specific things every day. There are more strange things happening more often. I’m seeing the faceless things at times while driving around town and Ben is still popping up and talking to me from time to time. I’m also getting ready to take my first spirit guided trip. I was given a place that I am supposed to go to. I don’t know what will happen there but I will go and be receptive, I just figure I will see what happens.

Sun Nov 19

I see wooden crates that when pried open revealed mechanisms and cloth inside. As the cloth was opened a clock spring was released and began to move, thin wires were winding around wooden shafts. The shafts were operating some kind of booby trap type device. by cutting ropes and opening layers of cloth you could see that there were two women that were tied up. they had been hidden in the crate. The women were boxed up to be transported but they were attached to the internal mechanism. The device was made to ensure the women were killed if you did not get them out quickly enough. There were many of these crates stacked up.

Nov 24

Dogs growling, aggressive sounding.

Linda says she kept waking to me talking. She didn’t understand what I was saying but I was talking to someone (Ben).

Nov 25

More Visions flash in my brain. Giants on horseback riding into battle. Horses with glowing armor on their heads and chests as their riders strike down hundreds. I told Linda I saw blood that was at least ten feet deep, the horses with their riders were swimming through it. The people and creatures being struck down were talking shit to the giants right until the end.

The one thing that keeps occurring to me is that in this battle nobody is protecting me. It feels as though I’m just being released on the enemy although I don’t see how I can be of more consequence than the giants. I feel sad about this but at the same time it feels like where I belong. My little dog is protecting Linda from all of the dangers, including me. I feel like others are being protected and I am something to be protected from.

Dec 10

I’m seeing lots of kids. Maybe 25 kids from 6yrs old to about 14. There are faceless things here and they are with humans. They are loading kids into Ryder trucks. I hear conversationsand it sounds like they are selling these kids. It looks like we are in Arizona now and going north. I tried to listen to more of what was being said but again my trying to listen has exposed me to the faceless creatures. There is a bunch of shouting in a language that I don’t understand, and the humans are looking on in confusion.

No Ben today but I would love to ask him what this is all about.

There are weapons in the truck but it only looks to be small arms like ak rifles and pistols.