Most of the visions lately have concerned myself or Linda. so I won’t post them here. Others were about family members and or their situations. There were other visions though.

Dec 22

I had another vision of children being moved in box trucks. This time the people transporting them were english speaking. There were some of the usual faceless things in the mix of adults. There were three trucks and they had a few armed adults in the back of the trucks with the kids. I heard one telling another adult that they were basically auctioning these kids off to people. The adults were all armed with handguns and some had ar15 or m16 rifles.

Dec 27 1:15 am aprox.

Im trying to focus my energy into something everyday and have some tarot cards that I have been playing with. I decided to do a spread and see how things look for myself since everyone else is asleep.

The cards showed a bright future and that things I have been working on will work out as I had hoped. It was a very surprising and cheerful thing I headed to bed happy to shuggle up with Linda.

Dec 27 2 am est

I see an atomic bomb detonate over Israel. The blast causes huge destruction and destroys a large section of Israel it also destroys most of the West Bank. It’s hard to describe how I saw things but I saw thousands of people all at the same time. I have to assume it’s how god would see things. I could see all the people and could also see exactly what happed with them individually as well. I guess the only way I can describe it is how when you listen to music you hear the song but if you concentrate you can hear the individual instruments. I could feel the terror of the people being killed and could feel as they crossed over. It was terrifying and exhausting. This experience really hit me hard. About 18 minutes later Pakistan was hit by a similar blast I am assuming that Israel had launched a counter attack. This second blast hit me the same way. I was basically in shock but the whole effect had not hit me yet. I was seeing Swirling firestorms, death and destruction was everywhere and the rest of the world was lining up to choose sides.

Dec 27 3:15 am The faceless creatures seem to be in an excited mood almost cheerful. I feel as though they think they have really accomplished something huge, my heart tells me that this is a small step in a much larger journey. I feel as though I’m seeing my worlds representation of what was happening in the field with Ben.

I have not seen Ben this morning but I feel emotionally wrecked by all I have witnessed. A little guidance or just his calming effect would be greatly appreciated.

4:20 am

Currently drinking rum trying to go back to sleep. The deaths of what appeared to be a couple hundred thousand people is preventing me from sleeping

Dec 27 6:55

Still no Ben

Dec 27 7:36 am

There are more countries preparing to launch. Russia, China and the US are prepping missiles for launch. The first strikes have nation nervous and wanting to launch their weapons. Mankind is teetering on extinction.

Dec27 7:40am

Gaza and a big chunk of Egypt have just disappeared. The weapons are flying freely now. Where will it end?

Someone is still directing the things that are happening. Like an asshole child that just refuses to see the truth, he claims victory before the game is over. The end of things is coming but I feel it isn’t what the petulant child believes it will be.